Monday, July 29, 2013

冲上云霄2后遗症

看了“冲上云霄2”才发觉自己真的很像Holiday,
很好玩然后不知道自己要什么,
傻傻地等着那个你来我身边…
或许我应该像她一样,
试一试去考机师,
怎么说那也是我的志愿,
是一下也无妨…
而你就像Holiday的前男友,
感觉很透明可是却很爱你,
另一方面又像Cool魔,
一直鼓励我去考机师,
而且还可能是其中一个interviewer,
我真的觉得自己很像在戏里面…
真是所谓的戏如人生,
要不然就是入戏太深神经了…
哈哈哈… 今天就写到这… 拜!

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Just disppointed...

Time waits for nobody,
I've already been in UK for almost 2 months now.
I still remember on the day I leave Malaysia,
I called you in the airport telling you that I'm leaving,
and inside the plane before boarding,
you call me for the one last time,
you were very funny in the phone,
and I still remember the last word we say to each other in the phone,
its: I miss you...

You said,
after I settle down,
send you my address and you would send something to me,
and since then,
I check the mailbox everyday hoping that there's something for me,
however everytime I opened the mailbox,
what I received is "disappointment",
I know I'm too naive,
and too dumb to believe in everything you said.
I take it as a promise,
but you never remember bout it.
So I fed up,
I give up on hope,
not checking my mailbox since it will always be empty...

Just like what I posted in facebook,
Checking mailbox is fun when you're expecting someone to send you letter,
but you will not check it again when you know that there wont be anything inside...
It's kind of sad and disappointed...
Promises are always meant to be broken.

Saturday, July 13, 2013

远距离

远距离本来就很恐怖了,
分隔两地不得相遇,
有什么事情也不能第一时间通知对方,
时差的作怪让我们之间的沟通变得更少,
在加上工作时间的不稳定,
我们之间的互动几乎是零,
一个月也就那么几天在了罢了…

我不怪你,
我了解工作的辛苦,
也知道工作累了什么都不想做的感觉,
我只怨我们相识的时机不对…
难道只是上天要给我的一个考验? (我也一直这样说服自己)
或许吧……

有人说最好的东西是值得去等待的,
可是我不知道我这份坚持什么时候会被击碎,
也不清楚我这份信念会被什么夺去。
我只祈求能快点回家,
同时又不想那么快离开英国,(面包与爱情,果然是很难抉择)
不管怎样,
只能见一步走一步了…


可是更恐怖的事情在后头,
我应该留在吉隆坡还是新加坡呢?
我真的想去新加坡发展,
可如果我去新加坡,
那我们不就变成永远的在远距离交往?
分开一个月我已经快崩溃了,
我真的无法想象长期的分开。

啊~!
好烦……
已经不懂要写什么了,
睡觉去…
晚安!

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

刚才的一时冲动,
我把其中一个Apps御载了,
结果在删除的那一刻才发现,
我们之间的Chat Logs都会随之而去,
顿时傻了眼,
觉得自己真的笨到了极点!
现在的我真的很无奈,
又不能做什么,
接受事实吧……
把心一横,
也不想再Install那个Apps了,
让一切随之而去吧,
一切的一切都只是浮云……
我留下了联络方式给你,
你若有心那就来找我,
若不然那就再见吧…
珍重!